a sudden change of pace...

So once again Ryan & I are making a decision to move to Oklahoma. We do this every year but I am really starting to think that this time will be for the best. We have 3 kids to take care of and it is just becoming more difficult. Ryan's job has left us with a lack of money therefore we can't pay our bills. We figure that the only way to get out of this hole is to go somewhere that is a little better off, and has more help for us, as in babysitters and free rent for a while!! I am hopeful that this move will be for the good and maybe someday we can return to Arizona if that is what we feel is right. For once in my life i feel more positive about moving than negative. Maybe it's a good sign. Either way we will be with family and I know somehow that will be plenty for all of us.